A life lived solely for the sake of the family.
I couldn’t hope for anything, and I didn’t have anything.
I thought it would be enough if I could just devote myself to the family.
What returned at the end of that devotion was a dreadful death.
“You dare not to know your place and covet the family’s guardian magic, so pay it back with your life.” 
That’s how I died.
But that’s not bad either. Death is eternal rest.
I think I can rest now.…. 
“Are you up, miss?” 
……my rest is gone? 
* * * 
After learning that I had returned to a year ago, I decided. 
‘I’m going to die as soon as possible.’
However, it is not easy to die because of the family’s guardian magic. So I went to find a man.
The head of a family that that is hostile to the family I devoted my life to.
The only one who can break through the guardian magic and kill me.
“Hello, the weather is nice. It’s always cold in the capital, but I think it’s a little warm these days.” 
So… 
“Would you mind killing me?”